His Supplication in Confession

His Supplication in Confession and in Seeking Repentance toward God


1

O God,
          three traits have prevented me from asking Thee
          and one trait has urged me on:

2

I am prevented by
          a command Thou hast commanded
                    in which I have been slow,
          a prohibition Thou hast prohibited
                    toward which I have hurried,
          and a favour through which Thou hast favoured
                    for which I have not given sufficient thanks.

3

I am urged to ask Thee
          by Thy gratuitous bounty upon him who
                    turns his face toward Thee
                    and comes to Thee with a good opinion,
          since all Thy beneficence is gratuitous bounty
                    and every one of Thy favours a new beginning!

4

So here I am, my God,
          standing at the gate of Thy might,
                    the standing of the lowly, the surrendered,
          asking Thee in my shame,
                    the asking of the destitute, the pitiful,

5

          admitting to Thee that
                    at the time of Thy beneficence I surrendered not
                              save through abstaining from disobedience toward Thee
                    and in none of my states was I ever without
                              Thy Kindness.